Nov 16, 2010

It's FINISH!!!

So glad that I'm finally finish my viva. Phew. This viva really made me ki xiao lo. Cant sleep well, cant eat well and cant rest well. Stress never stop finding me. Yesterday night, made me stress the most. Stupid xxx suddenly msg me and gave me stress! Gonna screw him de lo. Luckily, today presentation everything went smoothly. I was shaking non-stop and my dear told me dont scare, dont scare. Take it easy. Then, when it's my turn, I can felt that I was nervous and shaking. But what to do? I have to continue present it. So, kept on calm down myself. It's clear that I was shaking at the end of the presentation, but it's over! Just wanna celebrate it nia. Haha.
Friends said that we did good in our viva wo. They too over-praise us liao la. Haha. Frankly speaking, I also never thought that we did good in this viva. May be I dont have confident on myself gua. Keke.

Again, I'm glad that it's over. And good luck to all my friends who will having their viva soon. Add oil o~

Nov 2, 2010

DOWN

It's extremely COLD now! I guess now everyone was saying about this freeking cold weather. Looking out from the window and the wind blow~Whoa. Freezing man!

It made me think back a few months ago, during my semester break. It was raining heavily in my hometown and my sister was standing near by the window there, staring outside at the rain. And suddenly she said: "come and have a look!" Then, I ma went to have a look lo. What's so special? It's just raining. Then she said: "It's snowing! Do you see it?" I was like huh?! Snow?! Then I looked carefully and it's true. It was snowing outside! Although it's just a few drops of snow, it's sounds crazy for us. I had heard from my parents and aunt said that back to 30/40years, Taiping really has snow. But that time I don't believed it. Ever since I saw it, then only I believed in them. It's really just once in a life time to experience snowing in my hometown.

Back to my study case. My mind was still traveling around the world, thinking all those nonsense things. I really don't have any study mood in my mind. May be it doesn't want to come back till the first day of the exam.

My Will is keep asking me to stop reading. I really feel very tired about it. Tired to maintain my results. Sick of listening the fake praise from others. Sick of comparing with others.
Can I give up? Can I surrender?
I'm just too tired of it...

Nov 1, 2010

戏瘾

还是顶不住了。昨晚,看回了《下一站。辛福》。还是不得不赞吴建豪的演技。他的演技真的进步很多了。反而安以轩的演技就退步了。边看又边流泪了。又在被吴建豪的演技感动到了,尤其是他接受治疗时哪痛苦的样子,还有哪感人的对白。
看啊看,看到凌晨三点钟了,以为可以睡个好觉的。怎知七早八早就被那几只讨厌的猫吵醒了。一直在那边喵个不停的,真的想骂粗口了。

又来喵了。#$%*@?!#$%*@?!