Dramatical day

After all the dramatically things happened on Thursday, I didn’t expected that I cant slept at night! I was thinking of cy and ps because kinda pity with them and felt that the decision was very unfair to M&E student. At the beginning of the talk, Dr.Z already mentioned that he will give the priority to M&E student. Is already very clear and why the stats and OR ppl still have to compete with M&E student to get the place. They were so unreasonable and never ever think of the others! Dr.Z have the right to kick them off but due to his ‘kindness’, he just politely asked the stats and OR ppl and the implicit meaning behind it was- stats and OR ppl pls go la. (Act it’s also what I want la) Some more say we must be happy family wo. Donno can do it anot ah.
I guess everyone was shocked when it’s cy and ps were eliminated, even I myself also cant believed it! Actually, I was very sad and hardly accept with this result because cy was my 1st choice partner before this. (cf pls no hard feeling le) Sincerely, I just pity for cy and not for ps. All also knew why la ha. No need explain so details la.
Then I just slept for 3hours and woke up early on today because really cant sleep already. Then as usual, I walked to ps's room and asked her what’s was their planning. And you know what? She didn’t even border to answer my question!!! WTH! She pretending that she didn’t heard about my question! And her face telling me that okay you get Dr.Z is you lucky and you don’t have to show off about that. So shit la. Then I asked her again and she said there’s nothing much more to say about it and the decision was final, now said about it also useless. Actually I can understand their feeling but as a friend, we concern about you and asked you about your planning only. If you donwan say about it then is ok lo. I also din force you to tell me. But pls, the way you answer me was…..Urgh!!! Donno how to say about it ah.
I’m so silly worry about them. Makes me don’t get enough sleep because of this and worsely, had a panda eyes because of this. Walau ee.
These lesson teaches us what’s the meaning of ‘good friends’ and 对别人慈悲就是对自己残忍。haiz.