Final Year, Final Semester

Today start my last semester. Early morning went out to find my lovely kaiye and kaima. Unfortunately, they were not in. A bit wasting my time because feel not so well. (a bit sick sick de)
Then came back did nothing except watching drama. Quite bored, actually. Tomorrow going to start my first class-TS. Actually, before this, I was 100% confirm going to take TS as my core paper. But after knew my results, my mind was 1516. Frankly speaking, I was not that satisfied with my results, even a bit disappointed, especially monetary. Gosh, my monetary dropped again. Can't figure out what happened with my monetary. D chat with me and I told him that I was thinking take TS as audit but he said Z won't allow and he asked me why. So, I told him my problems and what he said to me is true pun geh. Then I rethink back. Between Z and J, who should I choose? I don't have a better choice-I choose Z.
People might think why so care about the result? Get a good result doesn't means that you will success in future life. Is true. I wanted to graduate with a first class honour but now-it's gone! Actually I did not care much about getting a first class honour because it's just a title. The main thing is I don't have to repay the PTPTN loans if I get a first class honour.
Now that my dreams have vanished, I don't think that I will have much more burden and do not need to study like crazy. Sounds good ho? Haha.
Now, I just only think of one thing. Just left than one month and I still have no idea on it. Cham le. Donno how tim geh...Hope I will have a better idea la.