It’s been a long time since I blogged. A lot of things happened this year. I have been assigned to many tasks including incharge of leave schedule/OT Claim, committee member of company Annual Dinner as well as being one of the Risk Co-ordinator in my department.
Leave schedule/OT Claim- Previously it was an easy task. But now, it wasn’t anymore. Previously, I closed one eyes when doing this OT Claim. But now, new boss; new style. So, with a new boss, OT Claim have to be controlled so that the staffs are unable to claim more OT.
Committee member of company Annual Dinner- Thank God it was a great success on last Saturday! The event went out successfully and every staffs were enjoyed on that night. ‘Party Like A Pop Star’ was the theme of the night. And I, as a Publicity team member, became the paparazzi on that night, keep on searching/snapping picture for those who wear the most alike to the artist or the most creative dress out. It was fun, though!
Risk Co-ordinator- The hardest part of my job. I will have to ensure that all those application/deletion of the access are comply and no mistake made during the application/deletion of the access. Unfortunately, there were mistakes made by me. I must admit that I was careless on it. The auditors are coming soon. I’m very scare that they find any audit point on it. Praying hard that they couldn’t find any audit issue on it.
And this afternoon, suddenly my supervisor asked me to go meeting with her. It was all of sudden and I got shock because my supervisor told me that we are going to have meeting with my SG big big boss.
I was like: Huh? Why should I go along? It was a high level ranking meeting, I shouldn’t be there, right? Is it because of the access thing that I made mistakes?
I was shaking on the way to the meeting and still thinking why I am called to attend this meeting. While in the meeting room, I was still shaking for the whole meeting session. Why should I had this feeling? Well, this SG big big boss was a ‘YES MAN’. We can’t go against him. Everyone of us have to follow his direction and none of us can say ‘NO’. Every twice a week meeting already made my boss, my supervisor and my Team Lead can’t eat well, and can’t sleep well. In two weeks time, you must show him the result that he wanted.
I felt relieved when the meeting was over and I thought I will never meet him again. Just now, my Team Lead text me and said to me that I am going to join the meeting with them SOON! Again, I was like: OMG!!What??!!Why??Why ME?!! I don’t want!!!
With just two years job experience, I cannot imagine that I will be sitting in the management level meeting with HOD, VP, AVP &MGR. And I was just an AM with the least experience in work among all.
Urgh, I feel so stress about it. Can’t you just let me sit at my own place and do things quietly?
All the best to myself….