Jan 29, 2010

Dramatical day

After all the dramatically things happened on Thursday, I didn’t expected that I cant slept at night! I was thinking of cy and ps because kinda pity with them and felt that the decision was very unfair to M&E student. At the beginning of the talk, Dr.Z already mentioned that he will give the priority to M&E student. Is already very clear and why the stats and OR ppl still have to compete with M&E student to get the place. They were so unreasonable and never ever think of the others! Dr.Z have the right to kick them off but due to his ‘kindness’, he just politely asked the stats and OR ppl and the implicit meaning behind it was- stats and OR ppl pls go la. (Act it’s also what I want la) Some more say we must be happy family wo. Donno can do it anot ah.
I guess everyone was shocked when it’s cy and ps were eliminated, even I myself also cant believed it! Actually, I was very sad and hardly accept with this result because cy was my 1st choice partner before this. (cf pls no hard feeling le) Sincerely, I just pity for cy and not for ps. All also knew why la ha. No need explain so details la.
Then I just slept for 3hours and woke up early on today because really cant sleep already. Then as usual, I walked to ps's room and asked her what’s was their planning. And you know what? She didn’t even border to answer my question!!! WTH! She pretending that she didn’t heard about my question! And her face telling me that okay you get Dr.Z is you lucky and you don’t have to show off about that. So shit la. Then I asked her again and she said there’s nothing much more to say about it and the decision was final, now said about it also useless. Actually I can understand their feeling but as a friend, we concern about you and asked you about your planning only. If you donwan say about it then is ok lo. I also din force you to tell me. But pls, the way you answer me was…..Urgh!!! Donno how to say about it ah.
I’m so silly worry about them. Makes me don’t get enough sleep because of this and worsely, had a panda eyes because of this. Walau ee.
These lesson teaches us what’s the meaning of ‘good friends’ and 对别人慈悲就是对自己残忍。haiz.

Jan 9, 2010

2010

year 2010 has just started and yet suddenly felt that time flies really fast.study for another one year then i will be graduate and will be in the working field.really donwan so fast working lo.haiz.
this 2 weeks, i had been thinking so many things.think of my future, my studies, things that around me, friends, etc.haiz.
happy is because i still have some marvellous and crazy frens in usm.chifang, peiying, xiang yi, egg, xh and kk are among the top frens in usm.can be very ki xiao if the 7 of us gather together. peiying no need say la.already xiao with her for 1 and a half year d lo.frens who stay in restu, all oso complaining that our laughing were so scary.outside the corridor already can hear our sound.hahaha.then, chifang and xiang yi these two crazy gals,always lighten up my life.life without them will surely become so bored.here comes the 3 big bros who always taking care of us so call xiao mei mei.haha.sometimes they can become super cool and sometimes will become triple ki xiao.xixi.
thursday was oso a happy day cos had a wonderful direct senior-junior dinner.the 3 of us(shue yan-our senior, me n kk) chit-chat of the subjects,lecturers and most importantly-math school ppl.hehe.and somehow,mr.kk still owe us a joke which related to someone.this was the 1st time the 3 of us gather together and fortunately it goes very well.and the funniest part for me was our senior had 2 傻傻的direct juniors.pity her lo.hahaha.
worry is because of my studies.this sem punya subjects all oso very hard 2 study and almost all the subjects i slept during the lecture cls.haiz.no mood yet la.in the meantime, worried about my industrial training and final year project.haiz.next,even now i still considering whether wanna dye my hair into blue color anot le.but i think most probably i wont dye gua.donno le.then thinking of moving out end of this sem but just cant find ppl who wanna move out with me.very fan la.really donwan to stay in restu anymore la.all the unhappiness things oso happened in restu.really hate it.
sad is because i realized that someone is not that nice towards me anymore.she used to be very nice but it doesn't happened in these few days lo.donno la.may be i sensitive gua.besides that, nowadays i found out that restu ppl acted very cruel and selfish,including me.why?is a long story.donwan say it here la.haiz...
today i supposingly will going for the math trip if i'm not going back home.tot wanna farewell with her manatau she already in kl.aiseh.will gonna miss her a lot lo.then considering wanna go for the math night anot.my main reason going for the night is because of my direct senior.if my direct senior go, then may be i will go oso.because i wanna take a pic with her as a memory ma.hehe.anyway, the night is on march.so donwan think about it 1st la.