Today start my last semester. Early morning went out to find my lovely kaiye and kaima. Unfortunately, they were not in. A bit wasting my time because feel not so well. (a bit sick sick de)
Then came back did nothing except watching drama. Quite bored, actually. Tomorrow going to start my first class-TS. Actually, before this, I was 100% confirm going to take TS as my core paper. But after knew my results, my mind was 1516. Frankly speaking, I was not that satisfied with my results, even a bit disappointed, especially monetary. Gosh, my monetary dropped again. Can't figure out what happened with my monetary. D chat with me and I told him that I was thinking take TS as audit but he said Z won't allow and he asked me why. So, I told him my problems and what he said to me is true pun geh. Then I rethink back. Between Z and J, who should I choose? I don't have a better choice-I choose Z.
People might think why so care about the result? Get a good result doesn't means that you will success in future life. Is true. I wanted to graduate with a first class honour but now-it's gone! Actually I did not care much about getting a first class honour because it's just a title. The main thing is I don't have to repay the PTPTN loans if I get a first class honour.
Now that my dreams have vanished, I don't think that I will have much more burden and do not need to study like crazy. Sounds good ho? Haha.
Now, I just only think of one thing. Just left than one month and I still have no idea on it. Cham le. Donno how tim geh...Hope I will have a better idea la.
Dec 27, 2010
Nov 16, 2010
It's FINISH!!!
So glad that I'm finally finish my viva. Phew. This viva really made me ki xiao lo. Cant sleep well, cant eat well and cant rest well. Stress never stop finding me. Yesterday night, made me stress the most. Stupid xxx suddenly msg me and gave me stress! Gonna screw him de lo. Luckily, today presentation everything went smoothly. I was shaking non-stop and my dear told me dont scare, dont scare. Take it easy. Then, when it's my turn, I can felt that I was nervous and shaking. But what to do? I have to continue present it. So, kept on calm down myself. It's clear that I was shaking at the end of the presentation, but it's over! Just wanna celebrate it nia. Haha.
Friends said that we did good in our viva wo. They too over-praise us liao la. Haha. Frankly speaking, I also never thought that we did good in this viva. May be I dont have confident on myself gua. Keke.
Again, I'm glad that it's over. And good luck to all my friends who will having their viva soon. Add oil o~
Friends said that we did good in our viva wo. They too over-praise us liao la. Haha. Frankly speaking, I also never thought that we did good in this viva. May be I dont have confident on myself gua. Keke.
Again, I'm glad that it's over. And good luck to all my friends who will having their viva soon. Add oil o~
Nov 2, 2010
DOWN
It's extremely COLD now! I guess now everyone was saying about this freeking cold weather. Looking out from the window and the wind blow~Whoa. Freezing man!
It made me think back a few months ago, during my semester break. It was raining heavily in my hometown and my sister was standing near by the window there, staring outside at the rain. And suddenly she said: "come and have a look!" Then, I ma went to have a look lo. What's so special? It's just raining. Then she said: "It's snowing! Do you see it?" I was like huh?! Snow?! Then I looked carefully and it's true. It was snowing outside! Although it's just a few drops of snow, it's sounds crazy for us. I had heard from my parents and aunt said that back to 30/40years, Taiping really has snow. But that time I don't believed it. Ever since I saw it, then only I believed in them. It's really just once in a life time to experience snowing in my hometown.
Back to my study case. My mind was still traveling around the world, thinking all those nonsense things. I really don't have any study mood in my mind. May be it doesn't want to come back till the first day of the exam.
My Will is keep asking me to stop reading. I really feel very tired about it. Tired to maintain my results. Sick of listening the fake praise from others. Sick of comparing with others.
Can I give up? Can I surrender?
I'm just too tired of it...
It made me think back a few months ago, during my semester break. It was raining heavily in my hometown and my sister was standing near by the window there, staring outside at the rain. And suddenly she said: "come and have a look!" Then, I ma went to have a look lo. What's so special? It's just raining. Then she said: "It's snowing! Do you see it?" I was like huh?! Snow?! Then I looked carefully and it's true. It was snowing outside! Although it's just a few drops of snow, it's sounds crazy for us. I had heard from my parents and aunt said that back to 30/40years, Taiping really has snow. But that time I don't believed it. Ever since I saw it, then only I believed in them. It's really just once in a life time to experience snowing in my hometown.
Back to my study case. My mind was still traveling around the world, thinking all those nonsense things. I really don't have any study mood in my mind. May be it doesn't want to come back till the first day of the exam.
My Will is keep asking me to stop reading. I really feel very tired about it. Tired to maintain my results. Sick of listening the fake praise from others. Sick of comparing with others.
Can I give up? Can I surrender?
I'm just too tired of it...
Nov 1, 2010
戏瘾
还是顶不住了。昨晚，看回了《下一站。辛福》。还是不得不赞吴建豪的演技。他的演技真的进步很多了。反而安以轩的演技就退步了。边看又边流泪了。又在被吴建豪的演技感动到了，尤其是他接受治疗时哪痛苦的样子，还有哪感人的对白。
看啊看，看到凌晨三点钟了，以为可以睡个好觉的。怎知七早八早就被那几只讨厌的猫吵醒了。一直在那边喵个不停的，真的想骂粗口了。
又来喵了。#$%*@?!#$%*@?!
看啊看，看到凌晨三点钟了，以为可以睡个好觉的。怎知七早八早就被那几只讨厌的猫吵醒了。一直在那边喵个不停的，真的想骂粗口了。
又来喵了。#$%*@?!#$%*@?!
Oct 29, 2010
生。病。了
想不到,study week 才刚开始，我就病倒了。
面对空荡荡的房间，那讨人厌的伤风一直缠着我不放，热气也跟着报道了，连喉咙痛也差点抵达了。
病倒了，就要自已学会医自已了。
无人的关心与照顾，显得更寂寞了。。。
面对空荡荡的房间，那讨人厌的伤风一直缠着我不放，热气也跟着报道了，连喉咙痛也差点抵达了。
病倒了，就要自已学会医自已了。
无人的关心与照顾，显得更寂寞了。。。
Oct 28, 2010
Mood..Where are u??
I guess peiying now almost reach Ipoh le ba and Susan will back on tomorrow morning. Very soon, everyone in this row will going back home for their study week. Leaving me alone at here. For me, is good also cos the whole row is mine liao. Haha. The cafe will become silent than before lo.
Today no mood to study lo. Very sleepy lo. Cos early morning 被peiying吵醒了. She have to finish her assignment before going back home. So pity her. Then I ma pretend I was asleep lo. Donwan let her feel guilty ma. Hehe.
Bought coffee as I will need it very soon. Long time din drink coffee oready. Now, I need it the most. Hope drink liao can tahan la. Don like last time, drink liao = din drink. Aiseh.
Hmmp, yesterday dear remind me that next sem we wont have econs subject anymore and therefore, we wont have the chance to have lecture class with sk ppl liao. Erm, really not much feeling on it lo cos also not close with sk ppl. Then, I rethink again. Next sem we also wont have the same class with OR ppl and may be some of the stat ppl also. Don have much chance to see them liao tim lo.
Now still no mood ler. How le?? Stress faster come find me la. Without u, I cant focus lo. Cham cham cham...
Today no mood to study lo. Very sleepy lo. Cos early morning 被peiying吵醒了. She have to finish her assignment before going back home. So pity her. Then I ma pretend I was asleep lo. Donwan let her feel guilty ma. Hehe.
Bought coffee as I will need it very soon. Long time din drink coffee oready. Now, I need it the most. Hope drink liao can tahan la. Don like last time, drink liao = din drink. Aiseh.
Hmmp, yesterday dear remind me that next sem we wont have econs subject anymore and therefore, we wont have the chance to have lecture class with sk ppl liao. Erm, really not much feeling on it lo cos also not close with sk ppl. Then, I rethink again. Next sem we also wont have the same class with OR ppl and may be some of the stat ppl also. Don have much chance to see them liao tim lo.
Now still no mood ler. How le?? Stress faster come find me la. Without u, I cant focus lo. Cham cham cham...
Oct 27, 2010
Finished!
Finally, our fyp early report has come out! Thank god not much correction on it. (All also dear do de, I also did nothing. Just check the grammar mistakes only. Not much contribution pun)
Then just now after finished binding, me and dear go had our dinner. When walked passed roti bakar, suddenly dear stopped walking and wishpered with me but unfortunately, I cant heard what she said. I thought she saw some math school people tim. Then I ma kepoh looked inside pun lo. But I saw nobody wo. Then ma don care liao lo. Manatau, is him! According to dear, he got wave hand to me and I din saw it le! Then he said: people wave hand with you, you also din wave back. Aiyo, I really din saw him ma. If I saw, surely I will wave back de ma. So ma fast fast said sorry to him lo.
Then, we walked here and there, and finally decided to eat at roti bakar. Hmmp, chit-chit chat-chat with dear. Crapping here and there. Long time din crap rubbish with her liao. Haha. Quite enjoy de. Hehe.
Before we went back, surely wanna say bye bye to him de ma. If not, wanna kena meh?! Thought wanna said bye bye jiu balik de. Then he so excited wanna have a look on ours de xxx wo. Then ma give him have a look lo since nobody at there pun, and we also want him comment also ma. Hehe. After that, he jia jia ask us our holidays got what plan lo. He really ah. Wont let go the chance to ask anyone de lo. But his expression very funny la. First time saw he got such a 'cute' expression wo. Haha.
After kindly rejected him, then ma balik hostel liao lo. Dear some more got time to show off our fyp lo. Haha.
P/S: Sorry dear cos this afternoon I was like a bit 爆 towards you. Hope u don mind la ha. Hehe. U noe la, mood not good is like that de. So sorry.
Then just now after finished binding, me and dear go had our dinner. When walked passed roti bakar, suddenly dear stopped walking and wishpered with me but unfortunately, I cant heard what she said. I thought she saw some math school people tim. Then I ma kepoh looked inside pun lo. But I saw nobody wo. Then ma don care liao lo. Manatau, is him! According to dear, he got wave hand to me and I din saw it le! Then he said: people wave hand with you, you also din wave back. Aiyo, I really din saw him ma. If I saw, surely I will wave back de ma. So ma fast fast said sorry to him lo.
Then, we walked here and there, and finally decided to eat at roti bakar. Hmmp, chit-chit chat-chat with dear. Crapping here and there. Long time din crap rubbish with her liao. Haha. Quite enjoy de. Hehe.
Before we went back, surely wanna say bye bye to him de ma. If not, wanna kena meh?! Thought wanna said bye bye jiu balik de. Then he so excited wanna have a look on ours de xxx wo. Then ma give him have a look lo since nobody at there pun, and we also want him comment also ma. Hehe. After that, he jia jia ask us our holidays got what plan lo. He really ah. Wont let go the chance to ask anyone de lo. But his expression very funny la. First time saw he got such a 'cute' expression wo. Haha.
After kindly rejected him, then ma balik hostel liao lo. Dear some more got time to show off our fyp lo. Haha.
P/S: Sorry dear cos this afternoon I was like a bit 爆 towards you. Hope u don mind la ha. Hehe. U noe la, mood not good is like that de. So sorry.
Oct 26, 2010
等。。。
他，终于回复我了。
我足足等了16个小时，等到我以为他不会回复我的了。也令到我有点不知所措。担心着，我该如何再去见他呢？种种的疑问浮现在我脑海里。
今早起床时，check了msg。奈何，他还是没有回复我。有点失望与不安。还好，下午时，他回了我。有点吓倒的感觉。因为没有想到，过了酱久他才回我。他友善的拒决了我的要求，可是我明白的。我想，以后我应该也很少再去麻烦他了。毕竟，我也不好意思开口要求他，而他也不好意思拒决我吧。
最后，还是想要谢谢他的。
我足足等了16个小时，等到我以为他不会回复我的了。也令到我有点不知所措。担心着，我该如何再去见他呢？种种的疑问浮现在我脑海里。
今早起床时，check了msg。奈何，他还是没有回复我。有点失望与不安。还好，下午时，他回了我。有点吓倒的感觉。因为没有想到，过了酱久他才回我。他友善的拒决了我的要求，可是我明白的。我想，以后我应该也很少再去麻烦他了。毕竟，我也不好意思开口要求他，而他也不好意思拒决我吧。
最后，还是想要谢谢他的。
Libra
是否libra 的人都这么爱完美？
是否libra 的人做每件事都要100%确定那是对的才做呢？
是否libra 的人不太相信其他人呢？
是否libra 的人有太多的疑问呢？
难道这就是libra 的style？
如果这就是的话，那很抱歉。因为我们实在带给你们太多的麻烦了。
是否libra 的人做每件事都要100%确定那是对的才做呢？
是否libra 的人不太相信其他人呢？
是否libra 的人有太多的疑问呢？
难道这就是libra 的style？
如果这就是的话，那很抱歉。因为我们实在带给你们太多的麻烦了。
Oct 22, 2010
有感而发
Phew...Just finished the viva slides..Hope everything will be fine.
This semester gonna end very very soon. Have no idea about what I did in this semester except for FYP. Mostly all the time my mind was thinking about FYP. Gonna crazy sooner or later.
Today wholeday still thinking wanna going back home or not. People keep asking me got go back anot. And my answer is NO. But then deep into my heart pula, 1516 lo. This hati ah, always 1516 de wo. Cannot confirm de meh?? Haiyo. So hard for me to make a decision lo. Susah betul. Hmmp, mostly didn't go back lu.
Long time din really enjoy my weekend liao lo. N long time din go out with u all liao (u noe who u are la ha). Is like quite a very long time that we din chit-chat together and 'siao' liao. Very miss those days 'siao' with u all. When can we come out n 'siao' ne?? I think quite hard lo since u all also busy ppl lai de. Very hard to make appointment de lo. Haha.
Chi Fang
~ I like your 冷笑话 the most. Still remember '相机' ? Gosh..Laugh till I tak boleh tahan lo. Haha.
Keep it up ya! :)
Xiang Yi
~ Whenever I saw you, I will laugh. I always donno why lo. Haha. May be you are 开心果lo. Hehe. Wish you always 开开心心 n hope you will find your Mr. Right very soon^^
Kar kuan
~ Don't always so cool la. Smile:) When see you cool cool de I also not dare to talk with you lo. N don't keep so many secret lo, not good for you. Must share share with us de ma. Keke
Seng Aik
~ Don't always gaduh with fish la. When saw both of you punya gaduh face, I also scare ah. Must friendly a bit. ^^ N ho, give me some hints le about how to earn more $ from the game. U so keng. Haha
Xin Hao
~ Thanks for being my sifu for several math subjects. I know I'm '问题少女', always ask you this and that. Kinda very mafan rite? Bo huat lo.. Hahaha.
~我们的故事真难忘，太多的回忆，太多的情节，不管它有多疯狂，我愿意一生收藏~
Oct 19, 2010
No More Fairytale (T.T)
Girl: Mum, does fairytale exist in this world?
Mum: Don't be silly, girl. It doesn't. No one can achieve that in the real life.
Girl: Yes, you're right, Mum. I don't believe that fairytale exists in this real world anymore.
为什么每个男生在分手时，给的理由都是很烂的？！简直就是one reason cover another reasons! 五,六年的感情，原来也是那么的脆弱的。说分就分了。难道真的不会觉得可惜吗？？哭也哭过了，要求的也求过了。然而，还是要分手。真的需要这么狠心吗？
学会了这一句，"Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up" by James A. Baldwin.
Oct 13, 2010
纪先生
终于跟纪先生约会回来了。有点累了tim。
好久都没跟纪先生约会了。所以昨晚就send msg 给他说想跟他约会。一如往常，那封msg我check了再check。深怕有哪一句或哪一个字，会令到他不答应我的约会。大概check了十多分钟，就send了。
在等他reply我的时候，其实心跳真的会加速叻。害怕他不会reply我，又怕他会打给我。所以搞到我都没心情读trade啊。这一次，他很快就reply我叻。而且，他reply到很温和叻。还告诉我他的行程tim。吓倒一下咯。所以就约了他在今晚九点约会咯。
我很早就到达了。可能是心理作用吧，所以就一直要上厕所。哈哈。在接近九点时，心情更加的紧张。终于，看到他出现了。可是，却好像是一副很严的样子。所以就有点怕怕了。
幸好在约会的当中有第三者在，所以我才没那么的怕了。另我有点shocked的是，纪先生他-SO NICE!!!他全程笑着跟我讲话叻！我真的没想到他会酱NICE咯。不枉我酱喜欢你咯。哈哈。虽然在这约会当中你有好多废话啦，可是我还是可以从你身上学到很多东西的。只不过，当中还被其他第三者发现我们在约会！真是的。怎么这样也被他们发现呢？真的很怕他们会传出去叻。如果传出去了，那就惨了。
P/S:希望纪先生你keep住你的NICE样啦。
好久都没跟纪先生约会了。所以昨晚就send msg 给他说想跟他约会。一如往常，那封msg我check了再check。深怕有哪一句或哪一个字，会令到他不答应我的约会。大概check了十多分钟，就send了。
在等他reply我的时候，其实心跳真的会加速叻。害怕他不会reply我，又怕他会打给我。所以搞到我都没心情读trade啊。这一次，他很快就reply我叻。而且，他reply到很温和叻。还告诉我他的行程tim。吓倒一下咯。所以就约了他在今晚九点约会咯。
我很早就到达了。可能是心理作用吧，所以就一直要上厕所。哈哈。在接近九点时，心情更加的紧张。终于，看到他出现了。可是，却好像是一副很严的样子。所以就有点怕怕了。
幸好在约会的当中有第三者在，所以我才没那么的怕了。另我有点shocked的是，纪先生他-SO NICE!!!他全程笑着跟我讲话叻！我真的没想到他会酱NICE咯。不枉我酱喜欢你咯。哈哈。虽然在这约会当中你有好多废话啦，可是我还是可以从你身上学到很多东西的。只不过，当中还被其他第三者发现我们在约会！真是的。怎么这样也被他们发现呢？真的很怕他们会传出去叻。如果传出去了，那就惨了。
P/S:希望纪先生你keep住你的NICE样啦。
Oct 11, 2010
你不知道的事
好像很多女生都很喜欢《你不知道的事》。可能这首歌力宏唱到太感动了。好久都没听到这么感动的歌曲了。原以为，这首歌是力宏包办词曲的。没想到，马来西亚人也有份参与这首歌的歌词。好棒哦。
想一想，我好像也有很多我不知道的事。有些事情，隔了很久，我才从别人口中知道。而有些事情，是靠感觉去猜测才会知道。然而，有些事情，就算知道了，我也不想多问。是不是我太迟钝了？还是我太漠不关心了？又或许是我太冷漠了？我想应该是吧。。。
也许是最近太忙了，害到我忽略了身边的人。家人也在念我为什么酱久都不回家呢。我也不想的。我也很想回家，偏偏就是有‘阿塞们’咯。阿不然就是FYP咯。再忍多一个月吧。一个月过后，我就会回家啦。忍耐，忍耐。。。
想一想，我好像也有很多我不知道的事。有些事情，隔了很久，我才从别人口中知道。而有些事情，是靠感觉去猜测才会知道。然而，有些事情，就算知道了，我也不想多问。是不是我太迟钝了？还是我太漠不关心了？又或许是我太冷漠了？我想应该是吧。。。
也许是最近太忙了，害到我忽略了身边的人。家人也在念我为什么酱久都不回家呢。我也不想的。我也很想回家，偏偏就是有‘阿塞们’咯。阿不然就是FYP咯。再忍多一个月吧。一个月过后，我就会回家啦。忍耐，忍耐。。。
Sep 29, 2010
Memorable and Touching Moment- 28/9/2010
Just backed from celebration with my COOL&MARVELOUS frenz! Celebrate birthday with the closest frenz really meant a lot to me. Special THANKS to Chi Fang, Xiang Yi, Xin Hao, Seng Aik and Kar Kuan, so called the Yum Cha Gang. I will not forget all those memorable moment which I had with you all. Is my last year in USM which I celebrate my birthday with u all d. Really 不舍得咯.一切尽在不言中. I really LIKE the present so much! Gosh, it’s so touching and memorable! 真的是物礼轻意重. Yam Cha Gang, u all are the BEST! Muackssssss(+_+)
Sep 28, 2010
Memorable BIRTHDAY celebration
Yesterday night really was a BIG surprise to me. While I was still busying to downloading the song, all my frenz in Restu was busying preparing to give a surprise to me, especially my lovely roommate, Pei Ying, who ran here and there just to discussed for the planning. When the time reached 12am, Lei Rong, Peh Sang, Chai Ying, Li Ying all came to my room and surprise me. I was so shocked and scream so loud as I don’t really realized that they were here. Liying some more said that she heard my voice from the café when she was rushing back to meet us for the celebration. Paiseh ya. Haha. Luckily they did not take video of me as Chaiying said my expression was very funny wo. Haha. This Chaiying ah, really very humor. Once she talked, all of us sure will laugh de. Tak boleh tahan her lo. Haha.
Special thanks to my lovely roommate, Peiying who spend a lot of time on buying my birthday present. Is a WATCH and I really really LIKE it a lot! Luckily we did not buy the same present for each other. Haha. I presented her a sunglasses and she looked very suitable on it and most importantly is YENG ma. Keke. So, yesterday night, both of us were busying taking picture of the birthday present. This Peiying ah, her birthday already passed 2weeks liao, and she now only took her present picture wo. Tak boleh tahan her also lo. Hahaha.
Thanks again, my lovely frens. Thanks Liying, who rushing back from her meeting. Thanks Chaiying for her humor sense. Thanks Leirong for successfully shocked me. Thanks Pehsang for the wish. Thanks Susan also, you try to tahan your headache just to celebrate my birthday with me. Thanks Yiling, (her birthday was 1day earlier than me le), rushing back her birthday celebration with her dear for my birthday celebration. I’m so touching! Thanks all my LOVELY frenz. I will not forget this memorable birthday celebration with you all. LOVE ya!
Sep 6, 2010
慌了
第一次真正感觉到害怕与失慌。
第一次真正想保护我家人。不想让他们受到任何伤害。
第一次看到那些血犹如眼泪般一直从爸的头上流下来。我慌了，眼泪也快要流下来了。我告诉我自己我绝对不能在爸妈面前哭。姐姐们都不在，所以我要更坚强。爸一直在旁安慰着我和妈说：没事的，小事而已，不用担心。而我和妈也对爸说：走，我们去看医生。
第一次在黑夜里架车的我，什么都不管了。就算看不到前方的路，我也硬硬来了。没什么比我爸更重要了。
幸好现在我爸没事了。我和我妈也松了一口气。而我也听了爸妈的话，没把这事情告诉我姐姐。免得她们担心了。
希望家人们都可以平平安安，健健康康的。
第一次真正想保护我家人。不想让他们受到任何伤害。
第一次看到那些血犹如眼泪般一直从爸的头上流下来。我慌了，眼泪也快要流下来了。我告诉我自己我绝对不能在爸妈面前哭。姐姐们都不在，所以我要更坚强。爸一直在旁安慰着我和妈说：没事的，小事而已，不用担心。而我和妈也对爸说：走，我们去看医生。
第一次在黑夜里架车的我，什么都不管了。就算看不到前方的路，我也硬硬来了。没什么比我爸更重要了。
幸好现在我爸没事了。我和我妈也松了一口气。而我也听了爸妈的话，没把这事情告诉我姐姐。免得她们担心了。
希望家人们都可以平平安安，健健康康的。
Sep 2, 2010
泡沫之夏
泡沫之夏，我真的是低估了你。我真的想不到我会一直追着你来看。一看就是看了十多集。从昨晚就一直看到今天7AM！Waseh, 真是破了我有史以来的记录！可能是这几个礼拜太忙，太压力了。所以，考完试当然要放松一下的。哈哈。可是，就多了黑眼圈。惨了。要是被妈妈看到，她一定会骂我的。所以，请你快快消失在我眼前吧。
不，我不能再继续看了，我还有很多未完成的事等着我来做的。头脑啊，你不能再想泡沫之夏了啦。
不，我不能再继续看了，我还有很多未完成的事等着我来做的。头脑啊，你不能再想泡沫之夏了啦。
Sep 1, 2010
好人/坏人
好人难道真的就是好人吗？
坏人难道也真的就是坏人吗？
有时候坏人所做的坏事，也是身不由己。
要不是所谓的好人欺人太甚，坏人也不会做坏事吧。
坏人也是人啊。有时候也是会顶不顺那些好人的。
可能在别人的眼中，是有一点残忍。
可是难道那些所谓的好人就没有对坏人残忍过吗？
坏人也只不过是想要给他们一些教训吧了。
难道都有错吗？
也许在某些过程，一些好人-不论是自愿的还是被逼的，也被卷进来当成坏人。
也许好人和坏人真的傻傻分不清楚吧。
坏人难道也真的就是坏人吗？
有时候坏人所做的坏事，也是身不由己。
要不是所谓的好人欺人太甚，坏人也不会做坏事吧。
坏人也是人啊。有时候也是会顶不顺那些好人的。
可能在别人的眼中，是有一点残忍。
可是难道那些所谓的好人就没有对坏人残忍过吗？
坏人也只不过是想要给他们一些教训吧了。
难道都有错吗？
也许在某些过程，一些好人-不论是自愿的还是被逼的，也被卷进来当成坏人。
也许好人和坏人真的傻傻分不清楚吧。
Aug 22, 2010
不想再有那么一天
听了一整天林俊杰的歌，越听就越有感觉了。尤其是‘会有那么一天’这首歌。一路以来都很喜欢这首歌，只不过今天太有感觉了。听着听着就想起了他们。好舍不得他们，也好想念他们。眼泪也快要掉了。想起他们以前对我的好，在想一下，这些日子没有了他们，人事物也都变了。人是多么的现实，也多么的残忍啊。即使是亲人也都一样的。
还记得他们被病魔折磨，离开时那痛苦的样子，还有我曾握住过那从温暖的手变成冷冰冰的手，眼泪急速的流下，情绪也极度的不平衡。那时的我，也不懂该如何是好。惟有在那边不停的哭。想起爷爷和奶奶真伟大。一直强忍着痛苦，一直忍到离世的那一天。我最爱的叔叔，也都不告诉我们他的病情。最后叔叔也先在我奶奶离世前，叔叔，他离开了我们。想起奶奶得知了这坏消息，大家都心酸了。永远也都忘不了奶奶的表情。也把我最爱的爷爷，奶奶和叔叔永远的放在我心中。
几年已过，我也长大了。我会记得我的承诺。希望您们可以安心的在天堂，不必在担心我们了。
写着写着，眼泪也真的掉下了。
还记得他们被病魔折磨，离开时那痛苦的样子，还有我曾握住过那从温暖的手变成冷冰冰的手，眼泪急速的流下，情绪也极度的不平衡。那时的我，也不懂该如何是好。惟有在那边不停的哭。想起爷爷和奶奶真伟大。一直强忍着痛苦，一直忍到离世的那一天。我最爱的叔叔，也都不告诉我们他的病情。最后叔叔也先在我奶奶离世前，叔叔，他离开了我们。想起奶奶得知了这坏消息，大家都心酸了。永远也都忘不了奶奶的表情。也把我最爱的爷爷，奶奶和叔叔永远的放在我心中。
几年已过，我也长大了。我会记得我的承诺。希望您们可以安心的在天堂，不必在担心我们了。
写着写着，眼泪也真的掉下了。
Aug 19, 2010
I Need More TIME!!!
Buzy buzy buzy!!!
Nowadays very busy with all those things. Everyday busy with all the assignments, tutorials and FYP. Please la, i don't have enough time to rest! Everyday also felt very sleepy le..Zzzzz...
At the end of this month will gonna have 2tests. Trade i think i can handle. But kinda worry about monetary. Quite a hard subject and need more understanding on the questions. Sincerely, i don't really like the way she teached us and for me, i hate this kind of teaching method. copy notes while have to listen to what she said is very hard for me. i don't really catch up what she said and she teached very fast! Gosh! At the beginning of this semester, i'm still thinking whether want to take applied economy or not for the coming semester. But now, i can clearly say that i will not take that subject because i really hate the way she teached. Not say that she's not a good lecturer, just the method she used is wrong, for me la.
Here comes the raya break. Very very busy during this holidays. The other 2tests-363 and econometrics, so hard man! I don't think i have the time to finish these two tests lo. Cham lo, esp 363, donno what's going on with this subject. Die....
Some more have to do the assignment for 363 and the project for econometrics le. My raya holidays where got enough time for these le?? Not forgetting the FYP also lo.Haiz.
I think i can't go for the star cruise with my roommate d. So sad. Never went out 'wet' with her before de le. Aiseh. Hope next time still got chance to go out with her la...
Nowadays very busy with all those things. Everyday busy with all the assignments, tutorials and FYP. Please la, i don't have enough time to rest! Everyday also felt very sleepy le..Zzzzz...
At the end of this month will gonna have 2tests. Trade i think i can handle. But kinda worry about monetary. Quite a hard subject and need more understanding on the questions. Sincerely, i don't really like the way she teached us and for me, i hate this kind of teaching method. copy notes while have to listen to what she said is very hard for me. i don't really catch up what she said and she teached very fast! Gosh! At the beginning of this semester, i'm still thinking whether want to take applied economy or not for the coming semester. But now, i can clearly say that i will not take that subject because i really hate the way she teached. Not say that she's not a good lecturer, just the method she used is wrong, for me la.
Here comes the raya break. Very very busy during this holidays. The other 2tests-363 and econometrics, so hard man! I don't think i have the time to finish these two tests lo. Cham lo, esp 363, donno what's going on with this subject. Die....
Some more have to do the assignment for 363 and the project for econometrics le. My raya holidays where got enough time for these le?? Not forgetting the FYP also lo.Haiz.
I think i can't go for the star cruise with my roommate d. So sad. Never went out 'wet' with her before de le. Aiseh. Hope next time still got chance to go out with her la...
Aug 17, 2010
All Or Nothing
There are time it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feet it in my heart but I don't show it, show it
Then there's time you look at me
As thought I'm all that you could see
Those times I don't believe it's right I know it, know it
Cos I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how we ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
I'm sharing you with memories
I feet it in my heart but I don't show it, show it
Then there's time you look at me
As thought I'm all that you could see
Those times I don't believe it's right I know it, know it
Cos I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how we ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
Aug 10, 2010
Macau:)
After 'fighting' the line all day long (nt me lo, is my sis lo, haha), finally we managed to book the tic to Macau..Woohoo..Bt actually wanna go Hong Kong geh, bt then Hong Kong tic so expensive lo..no money lo..haha..Macau also nt bad la..Can accepted..Hehe..
because of my mum n my little sis(cos yest nig they din say wanna go then sudd say wan go pula), now is my turn to watch out the price. skipping the econometric cls, sacrifice my sleeping time and postponed the time to see doc, just to keep my eyes on the price..
really hope still gt cheap cheap price to Macau la..
because of my mum n my little sis(cos yest nig they din say wanna go then sudd say wan go pula), now is my turn to watch out the price. skipping the econometric cls, sacrifice my sleeping time and postponed the time to see doc, just to keep my eyes on the price..
really hope still gt cheap cheap price to Macau la..
Aug 8, 2010
珍惜
真的很庆幸雨神没来，让我们讲了酱久的BBQ终于成功的举办了。
看到大家都有说有笑的，真的很开心，也很珍惜。毕竟还有一年，我们就各自离开，去闯出属于自己的天空。虽然我有一点静，可是我还是很enjoyed这个BBQ。也不懂为什么会那么静，可能是这个学期开始，‘沉默’一直陪伴在我身边吧。
有些事实，旁观者可能会不相信。毕竟好奇心是人类的本性啦。更何况这只是一个很普通的游戏，所以我真的不会介意啦。大家也不需要太'gan cheong' 的。毕竟这也已经是很久以前的事了。
有些事情，过去了就让它过去吧。人终不能一直回头看吧。现在还有将来才是最重要的。
希望以后还有机会大家一起gathering 吧。
看到大家都有说有笑的，真的很开心，也很珍惜。毕竟还有一年，我们就各自离开，去闯出属于自己的天空。虽然我有一点静，可是我还是很enjoyed这个BBQ。也不懂为什么会那么静，可能是这个学期开始，‘沉默’一直陪伴在我身边吧。
有些事实，旁观者可能会不相信。毕竟好奇心是人类的本性啦。更何况这只是一个很普通的游戏，所以我真的不会介意啦。大家也不需要太'gan cheong' 的。毕竟这也已经是很久以前的事了。
有些事情，过去了就让它过去吧。人终不能一直回头看吧。现在还有将来才是最重要的。
希望以后还有机会大家一起gathering 吧。
Aug 6, 2010
Senior graduation@5/8
(yesterday whole day cant access to blogspot lo..Walao eh..)
Here's one small small present from me n kk to present it to our lovely senior-shue yan^^
Surprise!!!
With all the wishes from me n kk~
Use a RAOUL box for the present^^
The present: A watch:)
All inside the present paper lu@_@
P/S: Hope senior will doing great in her master^-^
Here's one small small present from me n kk to present it to our lovely senior-shue yan^^
Surprise!!!
With all the wishes from me n kk~
Use a RAOUL box for the present^^
The present: A watch:)
All inside the present paper lu@_@P/S: Hope senior will doing great in her master^-^
Jul 29, 2010
I hate Wednesday!
好累的，好不愉快的，快顶不顺的星期三。
好不愉快。那是因为你们所问的问题，尤其是你。Miss L don't understand, I can forgive her.But you, no way! As an economy lecturer,please don't tell me that you don't understand the economy term and it's meaning.If not, what economy lecturer are you?! Don't keep asking "what is this term mean?","can you explain to me?","I don't understand this and that". Walao eh, are you really an economy lecturer?
Okay,put aside all those silly questions. What had we discussed last semester, you totally forgot about it! It was you the one who asked us to do that, and now you said that we can't do that just because it doesn't match with our title! WTH! Fine! If depend on you, we can die! Better depend on our selves. And is it every lecturers also very stp? Why they teached while the student don't have notes and let them in a blur situation during the whole lecture class?? Really feel want to ask him back why lo.Really don't like to see his face lo. Makes me no mood to pay attention during his class. 快顶不顺了！
好累好累。Gonna find all information again and redo it all over again!
好不愉快。那是因为你们所问的问题，尤其是你。Miss L don't understand, I can forgive her.But you, no way! As an economy lecturer,please don't tell me that you don't understand the economy term and it's meaning.If not, what economy lecturer are you?! Don't keep asking "what is this term mean?","can you explain to me?","I don't understand this and that". Walao eh, are you really an economy lecturer?
Okay,put aside all those silly questions. What had we discussed last semester, you totally forgot about it! It was you the one who asked us to do that, and now you said that we can't do that just because it doesn't match with our title! WTH! Fine! If depend on you, we can die! Better depend on our selves. And is it every lecturers also very stp? Why they teached while the student don't have notes and let them in a blur situation during the whole lecture class?? Really feel want to ask him back why lo.Really don't like to see his face lo. Makes me no mood to pay attention during his class. 快顶不顺了！
好累好累。Gonna find all information again and redo it all over again!
Jul 27, 2010
气。
人家说Monday Blue。虽然这句话很对，可是也不必对我那么残忍吧。Monday 已经很Blue的啦，还要加上有那么一点的不舒服。都是房间太冷的关系啦，害我每天都感冒。这是小Case啦。让我最不能顶的就是我的好朋友所做的好事咯。讲到她都快把我气晕了。虽然我也应该负起那责任啦，可是也不必那样对我瓜。如果我早知道如此，我宁愿收回我所说的话啊。跟Roommate讲了这件事，也把她笑到半死。下一次，我不会酱多嘴了。不，不会再有下一次了。自找麻烦真的很烦的。
还要烦到direct senior,super senior and super super senior tim ga。真不好意识咯。虽然senior们也已经习惯我烦着他们啦。哈哈。
P/S：希望我的Bad Luck赶快离我远远的。
还要烦到direct senior,super senior and super super senior tim ga。真不好意识咯。虽然senior们也已经习惯我烦着他们啦。哈哈。
P/S：希望我的Bad Luck赶快离我远远的。
Jul 23, 2010
I Drive Myself Crazy
才刚开学，就觉得好累，好忙。 在忙些什么呢？除了FYP， 还是FYP。听到，看到都闷啊！救命啊！！！朋友都问：你的FYP开始了吗？Supervisor 好吗？
这些问题,我都不会回答。我的Supervisor真的有酱差吗？我。。。真的无话可说。It’s totally like we do our own research and write down the thesis. Everything is done by our ownselves. We’re totally disappointed with our supervisor! But there’s no turning back. We got to do it no matter how hard it is. Next Wednesday, hope God will bless us. Really hope that there’s nothing wrong with our chapter 1&2.每天都在想FYP，想到我白头发都多了几条。真是的。Luckily my dear is always there for me. Dear is always willing to help me whenever I needed help. Thanks my dear. Love ya(“,)
And luckily we had a plan B. At first, we thought that it was hard to work. But in the end, it works! We are so glad for it! Thank God. Really hope that with this plan B, we do not need to worry too much on the FYP. 难怪我酱like他啦。哈哈。
Really drive myself crazy thinking of FYP. N SYNC’s song-‘I drive myself crazy’, really suitable for me.
“I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of FYP”...
这些问题,我都不会回答。我的Supervisor真的有酱差吗？我。。。真的无话可说。It’s totally like we do our own research and write down the thesis. Everything is done by our ownselves. We’re totally disappointed with our supervisor! But there’s no turning back. We got to do it no matter how hard it is. Next Wednesday, hope God will bless us. Really hope that there’s nothing wrong with our chapter 1&2.每天都在想FYP，想到我白头发都多了几条。真是的。Luckily my dear is always there for me. Dear is always willing to help me whenever I needed help. Thanks my dear. Love ya(“,)
And luckily we had a plan B. At first, we thought that it was hard to work. But in the end, it works! We are so glad for it! Thank God. Really hope that with this plan B, we do not need to worry too much on the FYP. 难怪我酱like他啦。哈哈。
Really drive myself crazy thinking of FYP. N SYNC’s song-‘I drive myself crazy’, really suitable for me.
“I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of FYP”...
Jun 28, 2010
Say Bye To ENGLAND
四年一度的世界杯已经开始了两个礼拜了。热爱足球的我们当然不会错过啦。如果听到喊的，叫的，骂的，那当然出自我们家啦。身为马来西亚人当然是英格兰的忠实粉丝啦。除了是英格兰的忠实粉丝，我们还是德国的粉丝呢。而且两个队长-Gerard和 Lahm都是我喜欢的。赛前的我，还跟妹妹说很想看到英格兰对德国。果然梦想成真！可是我并不想他们是在16强碰面的。酱快碰面很不爽咯。全家都是支持德国，除了我。虽然都知道会是德国赢的，可是我还是很想英格兰会赢啊。很明显，德国的技术和速度都是在英格兰之上。而英格兰十年如一的踢法，让人一次又一次的失望。4比1，简直是不能相信的事实！那一刻，心都碎了。看着我所喜欢的Gerard那伤心欲绝的脸，看到我都想哭了。这一届，很可能就是Gerard最后一次踢世界杯了。还有Lampard跟Terry。我所喜欢的球星，很可能下一届没得踢了。真伤心！这一届的世界杯没什么看头叻。除了有Messi,Van Persi,Rooney,Podolski,Klose,Torres,Park Ji Sung,Kaka和C.Ronaldo，也没有其他的巨星了。Zidane,Henry,Beckham,Owen,Gerard,David Seaman,3R,Kahn,Barrack,Schneider，Totti,Raul
那些完美组合依然历历在目。让我真怀念以前的世界杯啊。
8强没有了英格兰，也惟有支持德国。虽然赢面少，可是也希望他们能打败阿根廷啦。
那些完美组合依然历历在目。让我真怀念以前的世界杯啊。
8强没有了英格兰，也惟有支持德国。虽然赢面少，可是也希望他们能打败阿根廷啦。
Jun 1, 2010
4days 3nights trip
刚从4天3夜的 trip 回来，真的太累了，也黑到像马来人。 可是这个trip也满爽的。
第一天，坐了12个小时的巴士，终于到达了Kuala Terengganu. 然后搭2个小时的taxi去到Kuala Besut。坐到腰酸背痛阿。到那里，真的人山人海。等了1个小时，终于轮到我们出发去Perhentian。幸好一路上有‘uncle’们的帮忙lo。 （虽然他们也只是大我们几岁而已啦。哈哈）Perhentian 虽美，可是也没有什么娱乐。休息没多久，我们就去Perhentian 附近snorkeling了。不会游泳的我们，一直都很怕。唯有一直靠浅水员们和‘uncle’ 们的帮忙咯。哈哈。看到满多鱼和coral。真的满美叻。
第二天，行程有点变。第三天的行程跟第二天换因为今天太多人去Redang 了。所以早上没事做，就忙着拍照还有买手信咯。到了下午，我们和姓马的朋友们去Susu Dara 和Pulau Rawa 那里snorkeling。Susu Dara真的很美叻。哪里的coral真的美到。。而且还看到海龟。好可怜的海龟被浅水员们捉上来给我们看。Pulau Rawa就差了点咯。当中的sea cucumber把我们几个吓得瓜瓜大叫了。哈哈。
到了第三天，也就是‘uncle’们要回家的时候了。由于他们当中有一个leng lui, 所以我们就beh paiseh 的跟那个leng lui拍了张合照。而且还是用5000 块的nikon camera 拍的叻。Hehe。拍完了照，就到我们出发到Pulau Redang 了。这一次，就跟很衰样的uncle去Redang 。真的很讨厌他们。Perhentian离Redang大概要45分钟。Redang真的是6个岛里面最美的岛。当然第一时间拍个够嘛。还没拍完我们又要去snorkeling了。这一次，终于看到了baby shark。跟Redang说了再见，我们就继续去Marine Park 那里picnic。Picnic完了，又是到时间去snorkeling了。这一次，我真的能看到鱼儿在我面前游过，而且还可以摸到叻。真的很爽咯。可是也是我们游到最久的。45分钟的snorkeling真的是很累叻，可是也是我们看到最多东西的岛-各种各式的鱼，coral , soft coral 还有kapal selam 。最后一站就是Lang Tengah 了。我们真的看到了shark！在我们附近吧了。吓到我一下。浅水员们还要游过去喔！我当然立刻马上说：TAK MAU!!哈哈。Snorkeling的当时，我真的是跟浅水员们腕手，牵手甚至十指紧扣。一刻都不想放手咯。还捉到几大力一下。哈哈。还被浅水员们complain 叻。Aiseh。
最后一天，也就是回家的时候了。有点不舍得，可是也想赶快回家变白啦。哈哈。
第一天，坐了12个小时的巴士，终于到达了Kuala Terengganu. 然后搭2个小时的taxi去到Kuala Besut。坐到腰酸背痛阿。到那里，真的人山人海。等了1个小时，终于轮到我们出发去Perhentian。幸好一路上有‘uncle’们的帮忙lo。 （虽然他们也只是大我们几岁而已啦。哈哈）Perhentian 虽美，可是也没有什么娱乐。休息没多久，我们就去Perhentian 附近snorkeling了。不会游泳的我们，一直都很怕。唯有一直靠浅水员们和‘uncle’ 们的帮忙咯。哈哈。看到满多鱼和coral。真的满美叻。
第二天，行程有点变。第三天的行程跟第二天换因为今天太多人去Redang 了。所以早上没事做，就忙着拍照还有买手信咯。到了下午，我们和姓马的朋友们去Susu Dara 和Pulau Rawa 那里snorkeling。Susu Dara真的很美叻。哪里的coral真的美到。。而且还看到海龟。好可怜的海龟被浅水员们捉上来给我们看。Pulau Rawa就差了点咯。当中的sea cucumber把我们几个吓得瓜瓜大叫了。哈哈。
到了第三天，也就是‘uncle’们要回家的时候了。由于他们当中有一个leng lui, 所以我们就beh paiseh 的跟那个leng lui拍了张合照。而且还是用5000 块的nikon camera 拍的叻。Hehe。拍完了照，就到我们出发到Pulau Redang 了。这一次，就跟很衰样的uncle去Redang 。真的很讨厌他们。Perhentian离Redang大概要45分钟。Redang真的是6个岛里面最美的岛。当然第一时间拍个够嘛。还没拍完我们又要去snorkeling了。这一次，终于看到了baby shark。跟Redang说了再见，我们就继续去Marine Park 那里picnic。Picnic完了，又是到时间去snorkeling了。这一次，我真的能看到鱼儿在我面前游过，而且还可以摸到叻。真的很爽咯。可是也是我们游到最久的。45分钟的snorkeling真的是很累叻，可是也是我们看到最多东西的岛-各种各式的鱼，coral , soft coral 还有kapal selam 。最后一站就是Lang Tengah 了。我们真的看到了shark！在我们附近吧了。吓到我一下。浅水员们还要游过去喔！我当然立刻马上说：TAK MAU!!哈哈。Snorkeling的当时，我真的是跟浅水员们腕手，牵手甚至十指紧扣。一刻都不想放手咯。还捉到几大力一下。哈哈。还被浅水员们complain 叻。Aiseh。
最后一天，也就是回家的时候了。有点不舍得，可是也想赶快回家变白啦。哈哈。
May 26, 2010
Motivation
Seen that red light, and it’s shining on my destiny,
Shining all the time, and I won’t be afraid
To follow everywhere it’s taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone, and right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams
So I won’t give up, no I won’t break down
Sooner than it’s seems life turns around
And I will be strong, even if it all goes wrong
When I standing in the dark I’ll still believe
That someone’s watching over me
It doesn’t matter what people say
And it doesn’t matter how long it takes
For leaving yourself and you’ll find
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart.....
Shining all the time, and I won’t be afraid
To follow everywhere it’s taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone, and right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams
So I won’t give up, no I won’t break down
Sooner than it’s seems life turns around
And I will be strong, even if it all goes wrong
When I standing in the dark I’ll still believe
That someone’s watching over me
It doesn’t matter what people say
And it doesn’t matter how long it takes
For leaving yourself and you’ll find
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart.....
May 17, 2010
无题...
Hmmp..2day tot wanna start my fyp d de.when see back my senior's and my sis's fyp, really headache liao lo..oso donno wan start from where and no idea on how to do it.really no mood jor.think gonna start by tomolo liao..later on, gonna relax 1st.
btw, really very happy that china win the Thomas Cup and Lin Dan was super leng cai lo..whole families like him very much lo..some more shout here and there..xixi..
World Cup is around the corner lu..think gonna shout more louder liao..sorry o neighbours..keke
btw, really very happy that china win the Thomas Cup and Lin Dan was super leng cai lo..whole families like him very much lo..some more shout here and there..xixi..
World Cup is around the corner lu..think gonna shout more louder liao..sorry o neighbours..keke
May 4, 2010
Finally.....
wait this day wait till my neck also long liao lo..finally, it came and i can declare that i finish my exam lu!!woohoo..actually finish exam should be very happy geh, but then who call me go saw senior's viva le..saw liao some more stress d tim..cham.
these two weeks really was a hard week for me.english test did not that good in essay part.hope wont did wrong la..haiz
then here comes the day before macro test.is was a terrible night for me again.that fella hurt me again and again.i really cant stand with her anymore liao la.she everytime also treat me like that de wo.beh tong liao.spending my time teaching her and in the end what did i get? i get nothing but a tease from her!WALAO EH!!u need to react like this ma?i teached u wrongly, u can tell me politely de ma.no need so proud like that de ma.then asked her question and she was just like simply answer me as though i was like wasting her time to study.kek si wo le!made me whole night cant sleep ah!stp lo.luckily someone understand my feeling and calm me down..thx le..
MAT122 already dead in this subject liao..stupid lecturer..the questions damn hard..haiz
studying finance can take my life lo.that saturday 1day drink two coffees already no effect on me d.cham lo.at first drink nescafe, but it immediately made me headache.then i taught drink mocha will better for me, manatau is also the same effect and made me more headache lo.haiz.drinking coffee can cause a negative effect to me lo, keng dao....
then sunday already sot jor lo me.that finance really driving me crazy!at noon that time took my nap,then woke up that time taught it was at night liao lo.some more shout out lo.scare my roommate nia..haha..then the next day, heard the neighbour caughing.i taught i was at home jor lo..kept on thinking who is the one who caughing ha.my mum?dad?sis? haha.finally, i only realized that i was still in USM la. sot dao 没药救liao..my roommate and i was kidding that our room was 清山lo..haha..cos b4 this, she also very stress out..she some more stress than me lo..both of us very keng de la..wan sot jiu together sot.haha
finance really was a crazy paper.the word 's**t' come out from my mouth lo when saw the question paper.a lot of question she also never teached us b4 how to answer wo?she think we are expert meh?huiyo.wrote till 手都断ah, also cant finish wrote ah. siao eh that lecturer.
then just now finish micro and fly go see the senior's viva.aiseh, cant see my direct senior's viva cos she already over liao.then we chit-chat la and made me fear liao lo.some more that Dr.Z everytime asked so many questions wo.scare de le if donno how to answer him.really stress lo..haiz..
donwan think about it liao la..relax 1st..tomorrow going back lu..yeah..cant wait lo..
these two weeks really was a hard week for me.english test did not that good in essay part.hope wont did wrong la..haiz
then here comes the day before macro test.is was a terrible night for me again.that fella hurt me again and again.i really cant stand with her anymore liao la.she everytime also treat me like that de wo.beh tong liao.spending my time teaching her and in the end what did i get? i get nothing but a tease from her!WALAO EH!!u need to react like this ma?i teached u wrongly, u can tell me politely de ma.no need so proud like that de ma.then asked her question and she was just like simply answer me as though i was like wasting her time to study.kek si wo le!made me whole night cant sleep ah!stp lo.luckily someone understand my feeling and calm me down..thx le..
MAT122 already dead in this subject liao..stupid lecturer..the questions damn hard..haiz
studying finance can take my life lo.that saturday 1day drink two coffees already no effect on me d.cham lo.at first drink nescafe, but it immediately made me headache.then i taught drink mocha will better for me, manatau is also the same effect and made me more headache lo.haiz.drinking coffee can cause a negative effect to me lo, keng dao....
then sunday already sot jor lo me.that finance really driving me crazy!at noon that time took my nap,then woke up that time taught it was at night liao lo.some more shout out lo.scare my roommate nia..haha..then the next day, heard the neighbour caughing.i taught i was at home jor lo..kept on thinking who is the one who caughing ha.my mum?dad?sis? haha.finally, i only realized that i was still in USM la. sot dao 没药救liao..my roommate and i was kidding that our room was 清山lo..haha..cos b4 this, she also very stress out..she some more stress than me lo..both of us very keng de la..wan sot jiu together sot.haha
finance really was a crazy paper.the word 's**t' come out from my mouth lo when saw the question paper.a lot of question she also never teached us b4 how to answer wo?she think we are expert meh?huiyo.wrote till 手都断ah, also cant finish wrote ah. siao eh that lecturer.
then just now finish micro and fly go see the senior's viva.aiseh, cant see my direct senior's viva cos she already over liao.then we chit-chat la and made me fear liao lo.some more that Dr.Z everytime asked so many questions wo.scare de le if donno how to answer him.really stress lo..haiz..
donwan think about it liao la..relax 1st..tomorrow going back lu..yeah..cant wait lo..
Mar 28, 2010
搭讪
1st time being 搭讪by a foreign student..he's really handsome lo..帅到..haha..even my sister also being attracted by him..keke..
at 1st, i not really think that he's very leng cai de lo..because of my sister la, kept on saying that he very leng cai..then ok lo..ma leng cai lo..really regret lo din talked much with him as he being so nice to me le..haha..really 爽到..haha..
at 1st, i not really think that he's very leng cai de lo..because of my sister la, kept on saying that he very leng cai..then ok lo..ma leng cai lo..really regret lo din talked much with him as he being so nice to me le..haha..really 爽到..haha..
Mar 24, 2010
杨丞琳 - 匿名的好友
杨丞琳 - 匿名的好友
独送昏暗不离的风 回忆里被爱
那股激动 天色好红
温柔好浓 在胸口浮现你的面容
一起活在这城市里 更提起你名字
心还跳动 却没重逢
只留下碰却又不敢碰的那种激动
也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂 走进各自天空
该怎么说让彼此选择 但思念还转动
不能握的手 从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着
与你无关泪自行吸收
不能握的手 却比亲人更亲厚
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的温柔 最温柔
当又一次美梦落空 回忆里被爱
那股激动 天色好红
温柔好浓 在胸口浮现你的面容
也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂走进各自天空
那是什么 让彼此选择
又不仅是尊重
不能握的手 从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着
与你无关泪自行吸收
不能握的手 却比亲人更亲厚
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的温柔 最温柔
不能握的手 从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着 依然执着
却决心和你不再联络
不能握的手 却比爱人更长久
当所有如果 都没有如果
只有失去的拥有 最永久
Special dedicated to....
独送昏暗不离的风 回忆里被爱
那股激动 天色好红
温柔好浓 在胸口浮现你的面容
一起活在这城市里 更提起你名字
心还跳动 却没重逢
只留下碰却又不敢碰的那种激动
也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂 走进各自天空
该怎么说让彼此选择 但思念还转动
不能握的手 从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着
与你无关泪自行吸收
不能握的手 却比亲人更亲厚
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的温柔 最温柔
当又一次美梦落空 回忆里被爱
那股激动 天色好红
温柔好浓 在胸口浮现你的面容
也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂走进各自天空
那是什么 让彼此选择
又不仅是尊重
不能握的手 从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着
与你无关泪自行吸收
不能握的手 却比亲人更亲厚
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的温柔 最温柔
不能握的手 从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着 依然执着
却决心和你不再联络
不能握的手 却比爱人更长久
当所有如果 都没有如果
只有失去的拥有 最永久
Special dedicated to....
Mar 12, 2010
感觉@Feeling
最近感觉真的有点怪怪的。真的不知道要如何形容。全部事情一次过发生，真的有点反应不过来。
从我进到USM，我就已经选定了Dr.Z as my FYP supervisor. 也不知道为什么我酱肯定要选他。而且已经到了非选他不可的程度了。讲到好像要嫁给他酱。哈哈。当跟他开会关于FYP时，这感觉变得越来越强烈了。也不知道这是好或坏。一直到做了286的assignment之后，我才发现我真的manage不到我的时间去做其它功课。不想在under Dr.Z的感觉也变得越来越强了。虽然心里还是很想under他的，可是时间上真的不容许我酱做。所以还是做了理智的选择- 那就是放弃他而选了Dr.Chua。反正我们都是同乡的嘛。哈哈。昨天我们四个就给Dr.Z骂了一下。给他骂了我们的态度。四个身为top students的态度wo. 我们也只好点头和承认我们的错误咯。没办法啦。
尝试过当朋友的中间人，可是没想到那结果真的让我很惊讶。真的无法相信那是事实。也尝试过朋友当我的中间人，可是那朋友就给我骂了一顿。哈哈。现在害到我们俩超尴尬的。每次看到他，我都会很不自在的。有种很尴尬的感觉。害我每次都不敢正眼看他。其实我们俩都没东西的，可是就是会让身边的朋友讲咯，尤其是他。哈哈。希望下一次我们再见到对方时，大家都不再那么的尴尬吧。
有时候努力了，不代表会成功。
沉默, 也不代表不喜欢。
喜欢, 也不一定会说出口。
感觉都是来的快也走得快的。感觉没了就是没了。。。再勉强也没用的
从我进到USM，我就已经选定了Dr.Z as my FYP supervisor. 也不知道为什么我酱肯定要选他。而且已经到了非选他不可的程度了。讲到好像要嫁给他酱。哈哈。当跟他开会关于FYP时，这感觉变得越来越强烈了。也不知道这是好或坏。一直到做了286的assignment之后，我才发现我真的manage不到我的时间去做其它功课。不想在under Dr.Z的感觉也变得越来越强了。虽然心里还是很想under他的，可是时间上真的不容许我酱做。所以还是做了理智的选择- 那就是放弃他而选了Dr.Chua。反正我们都是同乡的嘛。哈哈。昨天我们四个就给Dr.Z骂了一下。给他骂了我们的态度。四个身为top students的态度wo. 我们也只好点头和承认我们的错误咯。没办法啦。
尝试过当朋友的中间人，可是没想到那结果真的让我很惊讶。真的无法相信那是事实。也尝试过朋友当我的中间人，可是那朋友就给我骂了一顿。哈哈。现在害到我们俩超尴尬的。每次看到他，我都会很不自在的。有种很尴尬的感觉。害我每次都不敢正眼看他。其实我们俩都没东西的，可是就是会让身边的朋友讲咯，尤其是他。哈哈。希望下一次我们再见到对方时，大家都不再那么的尴尬吧。
有时候努力了，不代表会成功。
沉默, 也不代表不喜欢。
喜欢, 也不一定会说出口。
感觉都是来的快也走得快的。感觉没了就是没了。。。再勉强也没用的
Feb 28, 2010
Time
新年回来到现在，每天都过着很忙碌的生活。每天都在赶286的assignment，赶到我快要ki xiao 了。每天晚上4点才睡隔天早上7点就起身。整个人都快要倒了。就算在累也好，我都要熬下去。
肩膀痛了，
眼睛也累了，
精神也没了，
却多了panda eyes。
时间不够用，
tests and assignments 却一大堆的。
已经开始可以感受到final year的忙碌的生活了。
真的有点怕了。怕时间不够用，怕project作不好会被骂。又怕有些事情我控制不了。我真的想太多了吧。
hope i can have a better time management and everything will be settle.
P/S: sorry for didnt go for the math nite as i promise b4.
肩膀痛了，
眼睛也累了，
精神也没了，
却多了panda eyes。
时间不够用，
tests and assignments 却一大堆的。
已经开始可以感受到final year的忙碌的生活了。
真的有点怕了。怕时间不够用，怕project作不好会被骂。又怕有些事情我控制不了。我真的想太多了吧。
hope i can have a better time management and everything will be settle.
P/S: sorry for didnt go for the math nite as i promise b4.
Jan 29, 2010
Dramatical day
After all the dramatically things happened on Thursday, I didn’t expected that I cant slept at night! I was thinking of cy and ps because kinda pity with them and felt that the decision was very unfair to M&E student. At the beginning of the talk, Dr.Z already mentioned that he will give the priority to M&E student. Is already very clear and why the stats and OR ppl still have to compete with M&E student to get the place. They were so unreasonable and never ever think of the others! Dr.Z have the right to kick them off but due to his ‘kindness’, he just politely asked the stats and OR ppl and the implicit meaning behind it was- stats and OR ppl pls go la. (Act it’s also what I want la) Some more say we must be happy family wo. Donno can do it anot ah.
I guess everyone was shocked when it’s cy and ps were eliminated, even I myself also cant believed it! Actually, I was very sad and hardly accept with this result because cy was my 1st choice partner before this. (cf pls no hard feeling le) Sincerely, I just pity for cy and not for ps. All also knew why la ha. No need explain so details la.
Then I just slept for 3hours and woke up early on today because really cant sleep already. Then as usual, I walked to ps's room and asked her what’s was their planning. And you know what? She didn’t even border to answer my question!!! WTH! She pretending that she didn’t heard about my question! And her face telling me that okay you get Dr.Z is you lucky and you don’t have to show off about that. So shit la. Then I asked her again and she said there’s nothing much more to say about it and the decision was final, now said about it also useless. Actually I can understand their feeling but as a friend, we concern about you and asked you about your planning only. If you donwan say about it then is ok lo. I also din force you to tell me. But pls, the way you answer me was…..Urgh!!! Donno how to say about it ah.
I’m so silly worry about them. Makes me don’t get enough sleep because of this and worsely, had a panda eyes because of this. Walau ee.
These lesson teaches us what’s the meaning of ‘good friends’ and 对别人慈悲就是对自己残忍。haiz.
I guess everyone was shocked when it’s cy and ps were eliminated, even I myself also cant believed it! Actually, I was very sad and hardly accept with this result because cy was my 1st choice partner before this. (cf pls no hard feeling le) Sincerely, I just pity for cy and not for ps. All also knew why la ha. No need explain so details la.
Then I just slept for 3hours and woke up early on today because really cant sleep already. Then as usual, I walked to ps's room and asked her what’s was their planning. And you know what? She didn’t even border to answer my question!!! WTH! She pretending that she didn’t heard about my question! And her face telling me that okay you get Dr.Z is you lucky and you don’t have to show off about that. So shit la. Then I asked her again and she said there’s nothing much more to say about it and the decision was final, now said about it also useless. Actually I can understand their feeling but as a friend, we concern about you and asked you about your planning only. If you donwan say about it then is ok lo. I also din force you to tell me. But pls, the way you answer me was…..Urgh!!! Donno how to say about it ah.
I’m so silly worry about them. Makes me don’t get enough sleep because of this and worsely, had a panda eyes because of this. Walau ee.
These lesson teaches us what’s the meaning of ‘good friends’ and 对别人慈悲就是对自己残忍。haiz.
Jan 9, 2010
2010
year 2010 has just started and yet suddenly felt that time flies really fast.study for another one year then i will be graduate and will be in the working field.really donwan so fast working lo.haiz.
this 2 weeks, i had been thinking so many things.think of my future, my studies, things that around me, friends, etc.haiz.
happy is because i still have some marvellous and crazy frens in usm.chifang, peiying, xiang yi, egg, xh and kk are among the top frens in usm.can be very ki xiao if the 7 of us gather together. peiying no need say la.already xiao with her for 1 and a half year d lo.frens who stay in restu, all oso complaining that our laughing were so scary.outside the corridor already can hear our sound.hahaha.then, chifang and xiang yi these two crazy gals,always lighten up my life.life without them will surely become so bored.here comes the 3 big bros who always taking care of us so call xiao mei mei.haha.sometimes they can become super cool and sometimes will become triple ki xiao.xixi.
thursday was oso a happy day cos had a wonderful direct senior-junior dinner.the 3 of us(shue yan-our senior, me n kk) chit-chat of the subjects,lecturers and most importantly-math school ppl.hehe.and somehow,mr.kk still owe us a joke which related to someone.this was the 1st time the 3 of us gather together and fortunately it goes very well.and the funniest part for me was our senior had 2 傻傻的direct juniors.pity her lo.hahaha.
worry is because of my studies.this sem punya subjects all oso very hard 2 study and almost all the subjects i slept during the lecture cls.haiz.no mood yet la.in the meantime, worried about my industrial training and final year project.haiz.next,even now i still considering whether wanna dye my hair into blue color anot le.but i think most probably i wont dye gua.donno le.then thinking of moving out end of this sem but just cant find ppl who wanna move out with me.very fan la.really donwan to stay in restu anymore la.all the unhappiness things oso happened in restu.really hate it.
sad is because i realized that someone is not that nice towards me anymore.she used to be very nice but it doesn't happened in these few days lo.donno la.may be i sensitive gua.besides that, nowadays i found out that restu ppl acted very cruel and selfish,including me.why?is a long story.donwan say it here la.haiz...
today i supposingly will going for the math trip if i'm not going back home.tot wanna farewell with her manatau she already in kl.aiseh.will gonna miss her a lot lo.then considering wanna go for the math night anot.my main reason going for the night is because of my direct senior.if my direct senior go, then may be i will go oso.because i wanna take a pic with her as a memory ma.hehe.anyway, the night is on march.so donwan think about it 1st la.
this 2 weeks, i had been thinking so many things.think of my future, my studies, things that around me, friends, etc.haiz.
happy is because i still have some marvellous and crazy frens in usm.chifang, peiying, xiang yi, egg, xh and kk are among the top frens in usm.can be very ki xiao if the 7 of us gather together. peiying no need say la.already xiao with her for 1 and a half year d lo.frens who stay in restu, all oso complaining that our laughing were so scary.outside the corridor already can hear our sound.hahaha.then, chifang and xiang yi these two crazy gals,always lighten up my life.life without them will surely become so bored.here comes the 3 big bros who always taking care of us so call xiao mei mei.haha.sometimes they can become super cool and sometimes will become triple ki xiao.xixi.
thursday was oso a happy day cos had a wonderful direct senior-junior dinner.the 3 of us(shue yan-our senior, me n kk) chit-chat of the subjects,lecturers and most importantly-math school ppl.hehe.and somehow,mr.kk still owe us a joke which related to someone.this was the 1st time the 3 of us gather together and fortunately it goes very well.and the funniest part for me was our senior had 2 傻傻的direct juniors.pity her lo.hahaha.
worry is because of my studies.this sem punya subjects all oso very hard 2 study and almost all the subjects i slept during the lecture cls.haiz.no mood yet la.in the meantime, worried about my industrial training and final year project.haiz.next,even now i still considering whether wanna dye my hair into blue color anot le.but i think most probably i wont dye gua.donno le.then thinking of moving out end of this sem but just cant find ppl who wanna move out with me.very fan la.really donwan to stay in restu anymore la.all the unhappiness things oso happened in restu.really hate it.
sad is because i realized that someone is not that nice towards me anymore.she used to be very nice but it doesn't happened in these few days lo.donno la.may be i sensitive gua.besides that, nowadays i found out that restu ppl acted very cruel and selfish,including me.why?is a long story.donwan say it here la.haiz...
today i supposingly will going for the math trip if i'm not going back home.tot wanna farewell with her manatau she already in kl.aiseh.will gonna miss her a lot lo.then considering wanna go for the math night anot.my main reason going for the night is because of my direct senior.if my direct senior go, then may be i will go oso.because i wanna take a pic with her as a memory ma.hehe.anyway, the night is on march.so donwan think about it 1st la.
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