慌了

第一次真正感觉到害怕与失慌。

第一次真正想保护我家人。不想让他们受到任何伤害。

第一次看到那些血犹如眼泪般一直从爸的头上流下来。我慌了，眼泪也快要流下来了。我告诉我自己我绝对不能在爸妈面前哭。姐姐们都不在，所以我要更坚强。爸一直在旁安慰着我和妈说：没事的，小事而已，不用担心。而我和妈也对爸说：走，我们去看医生。

第一次在黑夜里架车的我，什么都不管了。就算看不到前方的路，我也硬硬来了。没什么比我爸更重要了。

幸好现在我爸没事了。我和我妈也松了一口气。而我也听了爸妈的话，没把这事情告诉我姐姐。免得她们担心了。

希望家人们都可以平平安安，健健康康的。

泡沫之夏

泡沫之夏，我真的是低估了你。我真的想不到我会一直追着你来看。一看就是看了十多集。从昨晚就一直看到今天7AM！Waseh, 真是破了我有史以来的记录！可能是这几个礼拜太忙，太压力了。所以，考完试当然要放松一下的。哈哈。可是，就多了黑眼圈。惨了。要是被妈妈看到，她一定会骂我的。所以，请你快快消失在我眼前吧。
不，我不能再继续看了，我还有很多未完成的事等着我来做的。头脑啊，你不能再想泡沫之夏了啦。

好人/坏人

好人难道真的就是好人吗？
坏人难道也真的就是坏人吗？
有时候坏人所做的坏事，也是身不由己。
要不是所谓的好人欺人太甚，坏人也不会做坏事吧。
坏人也是人啊。有时候也是会顶不顺那些好人的。
可能在别人的眼中，是有一点残忍。
可是难道那些所谓的好人就没有对坏人残忍过吗？
坏人也只不过是想要给他们一些教训吧了。
难道都有错吗？
也许在某些过程，一些好人-不论是自愿的还是被逼的，也被卷进来当成坏人。
也许好人和坏人真的傻傻分不清楚吧。

不想再有那么一天

听了一整天林俊杰的歌，越听就越有感觉了。尤其是‘会有那么一天’这首歌。一路以来都很喜欢这首歌，只不过今天太有感觉了。听着听着就想起了他们。好舍不得他们，也好想念他们。眼泪也快要掉了。想起他们以前对我的好，在想一下，这些日子没有了他们，人事物也都变了。人是多么的现实，也多么的残忍啊。即使是亲人也都一样的。
还记得他们被病魔折磨，离开时那痛苦的样子，还有我曾握住过那从温暖的手变成冷冰冰的手，眼泪急速的流下，情绪也极度的不平衡。那时的我，也不懂该如何是好。惟有在那边不停的哭。想起爷爷和奶奶真伟大。一直强忍着痛苦，一直忍到离世的那一天。我最爱的叔叔，也都不告诉我们他的病情。最后叔叔也先在我奶奶离世前，叔叔，他离开了我们。想起奶奶得知了这坏消息，大家都心酸了。永远也都忘不了奶奶的表情。也把我最爱的爷爷，奶奶和叔叔永远的放在我心中。
几年已过，我也长大了。我会记得我的承诺。希望您们可以安心的在天堂，不必在担心我们了。
写着写着，眼泪也真的掉下了。

I Need More TIME!!!

Buzy buzy buzy!!!
Nowadays very busy with all those things. Everyday busy with all the assignments, tutorials and FYP. Please la, i don't have enough time to rest! Everyday also felt very sleepy le..Zzzzz...
At the end of this month will gonna have 2tests. Trade i think i can handle. But kinda worry about monetary. Quite a hard subject and need more understanding on the questions. Sincerely, i don't really like the way she teached us and for me, i hate this kind of teaching method. copy notes while have to listen to what she said is very hard for me. i don't really catch up what she said and she teached very fast! Gosh! At the beginning of this semester, i'm still thinking whether want to take applied economy or not for the coming semester. But now, i can clearly say that i will not take that subject because i really hate the way she teached. Not say that she's not a good lecturer, just the method she used is wrong, for me la.
Here comes the raya break. Very very busy during this holidays. The other 2tests-363 and econometrics, so hard man! I don't think i have the time to finish these two tests lo. Cham lo, esp 363, donno what's going on with this subject. Die....
Some more have to do the assignment for 363 and the project for econometrics le. My raya holidays where got enough time for these le?? Not forgetting the FYP also lo.Haiz.
I think i can't go for the star cruise with my roommate d. So sad. Never went out 'wet' with her before de le. Aiseh. Hope next time still got chance to go out with her la...

All Or Nothing

There are time it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feet it in my heart but I don't show it, show it
Then there's time you look at me
As thought I'm all that you could see
Those times I don't believe it's right I know it, know it
Cos I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how we ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

Macau:)

After 'fighting' the line all day long (nt me lo, is my sis lo, haha), finally we managed to book the tic to Macau..Woohoo..Bt actually wanna go Hong Kong geh, bt then Hong Kong tic so expensive lo..no money lo..haha..Macau also nt bad la..Can accepted..Hehe..
because of my mum n my little sis(cos yest nig they din say wanna go then sudd say wan go pula), now is my turn to watch out the price. skipping the econometric cls, sacrifice my sleeping time and postponed the time to see doc, just to keep my eyes on the price..
really hope still gt cheap cheap price to Macau la..