生。病。了

想不到,study week 才刚开始，我就病倒了。

面对空荡荡的房间，那讨人厌的伤风一直缠着我不放，热气也跟着报道了，连喉咙痛也差点抵达了。

病倒了，就要自已学会医自已了。

无人的关心与照顾，显得更寂寞了。。。

Mood..Where are u??

I guess peiying now almost reach Ipoh le ba and Susan will back on tomorrow morning. Very soon, everyone in this row will going back home for their study week. Leaving me alone at here. For me, is good also cos the whole row is mine liao. Haha. The cafe will become silent than before lo.

Today no mood to study lo. Very sleepy lo. Cos early morning 被peiying吵醒了. She have to finish her assignment before going back home. So pity her. Then I ma pretend I was asleep lo. Donwan let her feel guilty ma. Hehe.

Bought coffee as I will need it very soon. Long time din drink coffee oready. Now, I need it the most. Hope drink liao can tahan la. Don like last time, drink liao = din drink. Aiseh.

Hmmp, yesterday dear remind me that next sem we wont have econs subject anymore and therefore, we wont have the chance to have lecture class with sk ppl liao. Erm, really not much feeling on it lo cos also not close with sk ppl. Then, I rethink again. Next sem we also wont have the same class with OR ppl and may be some of the stat ppl also. Don have much chance to see them liao tim lo.

Now still no mood ler. How le?? Stress faster come find me la. Without u, I cant focus lo. Cham cham cham...

Finished!

Finally, our fyp early report has come out! Thank god not much correction on it. (All also dear do de, I also did nothing. Just check the grammar mistakes only. Not much contribution pun)

Then just now after finished binding, me and dear go had our dinner. When walked passed roti bakar, suddenly dear stopped walking and wishpered with me but unfortunately, I cant heard what she said. I thought she saw some math school people tim. Then I ma kepoh looked inside pun lo. But I saw nobody wo. Then ma don care liao lo. Manatau, is him! According to dear, he got wave hand to me and I din saw it le! Then he said: people wave hand with you, you also din wave back. Aiyo, I really din saw him ma. If I saw, surely I will wave back de ma. So ma fast fast said sorry to him lo.

Then, we walked here and there, and finally decided to eat at roti bakar. Hmmp, chit-chit chat-chat with dear. Crapping here and there. Long time din crap rubbish with her liao. Haha. Quite enjoy de. Hehe.

Before we went back, surely wanna say bye bye to him de ma. If not, wanna kena meh?! Thought wanna said bye bye jiu balik de. Then he so excited wanna have a look on ours de xxx wo. Then ma give him have a look lo since nobody at there pun, and we also want him comment also ma. Hehe. After that, he jia jia ask us our holidays got what plan lo. He really ah. Wont let go the chance to ask anyone de lo. But his expression very funny la. First time saw he got such a 'cute' expression wo. Haha.

After kindly rejected him, then ma balik hostel liao lo. Dear some more got time to show off our fyp lo. Haha.

P/S: Sorry dear cos this afternoon I was like a bit 爆 towards you. Hope u don mind la ha. Hehe. U noe la, mood not good is like that de. So sorry.

等。。。

他，终于回复我了。
我足足等了16个小时，等到我以为他不会回复我的了。也令到我有点不知所措。担心着，我该如何再去见他呢？种种的疑问浮现在我脑海里。
今早起床时，check了msg。奈何，他还是没有回复我。有点失望与不安。还好，下午时，他回了我。有点吓倒的感觉。因为没有想到，过了酱久他才回我。他友善的拒决了我的要求，可是我明白的。我想，以后我应该也很少再去麻烦他了。毕竟，我也不好意思开口要求他，而他也不好意思拒决我吧。
最后，还是想要谢谢他的。

Libra

是否libra 的人都这么爱完美？

是否libra 的人做每件事都要100%确定那是对的才做呢？

是否libra 的人不太相信其他人呢？

是否libra 的人有太多的疑问呢？

难道这就是libra 的style？

如果这就是的话，那很抱歉。因为我们实在带给你们太多的麻烦了。

有感而发

Phew...Just finished the viva slides..Hope everything will be fine.

This semester gonna end very very soon. Have no idea about what I did in this semester except for FYP. Mostly all the time my mind was thinking about FYP. Gonna crazy sooner or later.
Today wholeday still thinking wanna going back home or not. People keep asking me got go back anot. And my answer is NO. But then deep into my heart pula, 1516 lo. This hati ah, always 1516 de wo. Cannot confirm de meh?? Haiyo. So hard for me to make a decision lo. Susah betul. Hmmp, mostly didn't go back lu.

Long time din really enjoy my weekend liao lo. N long time din go out with u all liao (u noe who u are la ha). Is like quite a very long time that we din chit-chat together and 'siao' liao. Very miss those days 'siao' with u all. When can we come out n 'siao' ne?? I think quite hard lo since u all also busy ppl lai de. Very hard to make appointment de lo. Haha.

Chi Fang
~ I like your 冷笑话 the most. Still remember '相机' ? Gosh..Laugh till I tak boleh tahan lo. Haha.
Keep it up ya! :)

Xiang Yi
~ Whenever I saw you, I will laugh. I always donno why lo. Haha. May be you are 开心果lo. Hehe. Wish you always 开开心心 n hope you will find your Mr. Right very soon^^

Kar kuan
~ Don't always so cool la. Smile:) When see you cool cool de I also not dare to talk with you lo. N don't keep so many secret lo, not good for you. Must share share with us de ma. Keke

Seng Aik
~ Don't always gaduh with fish la. When saw both of you punya gaduh face, I also scare ah. Must friendly a bit. ^^ N ho, give me some hints le about how to earn more $ from the game. U so keng. Haha

Xin Hao
~ Thanks for being my sifu for several math subjects. I know I'm '问题少女', always ask you this and that. Kinda very mafan rite? Bo huat lo.. Hahaha.

~我们的故事真难忘，太多的回忆，太多的情节，不管它有多疯狂，我愿意一生收藏~

No More Fairytale (T.T)

Girl: Mum, does fairytale exist in this world?
Mum: Don't be silly, girl. It doesn't. No one can achieve that in the real life.
Girl: Yes, you're right, Mum. I don't believe that fairytale exists in this real world anymore.

为什么每个男生在分手时，给的理由都是很烂的？！简直就是one reason cover another reasons! 五,六年的感情，原来也是那么的脆弱的。说分就分了。难道真的不会觉得可惜吗？？
哭也哭过了，要求的也求过了。然而，还是要分手。真的需要这么狠心吗？
学会了这一句，"Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up" by James A. Baldwin.

纪先生

终于跟纪先生约会回来了。有点累了tim。
好久都没跟纪先生约会了。所以昨晚就send msg 给他说想跟他约会。一如往常，那封msg我check了再check。深怕有哪一句或哪一个字，会令到他不答应我的约会。大概check了十多分钟，就send了。
在等他reply我的时候，其实心跳真的会加速叻。害怕他不会reply我，又怕他会打给我。所以搞到我都没心情读trade啊。这一次，他很快就reply我叻。而且，他reply到很温和叻。还告诉我他的行程tim。吓倒一下咯。所以就约了他在今晚九点约会咯。
我很早就到达了。可能是心理作用吧，所以就一直要上厕所。哈哈。在接近九点时，心情更加的紧张。终于，看到他出现了。可是，却好像是一副很严的样子。所以就有点怕怕了。
幸好在约会的当中有第三者在，所以我才没那么的怕了。另我有点shocked的是，纪先生他-SO NICE!!!他全程笑着跟我讲话叻！我真的没想到他会酱NICE咯。不枉我酱喜欢你咯。哈哈。虽然在这约会当中你有好多废话啦，可是我还是可以从你身上学到很多东西的。只不过，当中还被其他第三者发现我们在约会！真是的。怎么这样也被他们发现呢？真的很怕他们会传出去叻。如果传出去了，那就惨了。
P/S:希望纪先生你keep住你的NICE样啦。

你不知道的事

好像很多女生都很喜欢《你不知道的事》。可能这首歌力宏唱到太感动了。好久都没听到这么感动的歌曲了。原以为，这首歌是力宏包办词曲的。没想到，马来西亚人也有份参与这首歌的歌词。好棒哦。
想一想，我好像也有很多我不知道的事。有些事情，隔了很久，我才从别人口中知道。而有些事情，是靠感觉去猜测才会知道。然而，有些事情，就算知道了，我也不想多问。是不是我太迟钝了？还是我太漠不关心了？又或许是我太冷漠了？我想应该是吧。。。
也许是最近太忙了，害到我忽略了身边的人。家人也在念我为什么酱久都不回家呢。我也不想的。我也很想回家，偏偏就是有‘阿塞们’咯。阿不然就是FYP咯。再忍多一个月吧。一个月过后，我就会回家啦。忍耐，忍耐。。。